October 9, 2016

Humbled Again

Boy am I triggered by what others think of me!  I have someone in my  12-step community who judges me as not making progress, because of my relapse last December.

I don't think he realizes how cunning, baffling, and powerful our emotions are!  He has certain beliefs about how I should behave and how I should look if my program medicine is powerful. 

I am just at a place where I don't want to have anything to prove.  After all, it had been five years since my last relapse. I just want to be able to appreciate that. And forgive myself. 

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